I'm going home tomorrow. My flight is around 2 pm. I packed my things three hours ago. I prefer to travel with just a backpack. Too many stuff distracts me.
I'm somehow excited and a little nervous.
Nervous...
Did I just say that?
Maybe because I flunked another subject in Chemistry which by the way is my degree course. That information just made me sound like a total loser.
The past semester had its good and bad sides. The good side - I'll always find myself reminiscing them. The bad side - it's now taking its toll on me.
I have a feeling that my stay in the University will be longer than I have expected. I don't like it. Well, not entirely. I'm having mixed feelings about it. Partly because when I'm in school I won't have to worry about money. My dad would always send me some every month even if I don't ask. On the other hand, I feel embarrassed. By next year, I should be able to make money for myself but instead I'll be stuck in school - writing papers and laboratory reports.
I guess this is what I get for flunking another subject. The toll is heavy as expected.
But I'm not losing faith. I'm not like that. I'm always positive. There's nothing I can't do in this world as long as I persevere and look ahead.
I'm not a big planner and all. I'm usually sloppy in making plans but I know it'll all turn out good.
Keep 'em coming BIG GUY! You know where I live.
(>o<)\m/
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